IS 301 was for me personally, probably the toughest singular international studies at VMI. I have basically always struggled with math and statistics since grade school and had been dreading this class since I squeaked by Rat statistics as a freshman. While it wasn’t all doom and gloom, starting the semester off with the SPSS assignments was a slog, I was fine with a few assignments on my own but I continuously got tripped up by minute details in them that whittled down my grades and confidence. With some help I squeaked through the tougher ones but several ended in me frankly just giving up trying to follow along in the book. Like I said, hardest International studies class I’ve taken.
The Thyme readings were fairly simple and straight forward, many of the concepts I recognized from other classes. I remember my quiz grades being fine and only mistaking smaller details. In class I felt I understood a lot of the concepts and when called on I could (mostly) reason my way to the right answer. It was just the application on SPSS I for the life of me couldn’t figure out and was not good at. I was worried originally about the large project but I very much enjoyed my group, Olivia and Tom carried us through in SPSS and Sarita for being a third was excellent at being our Johnny on the spot with whatever we needed.
I really enjoyed our group project topic as I very much enjoy studying and comparing ideology and the differing variations of them. Defining, measuring and thinking through how they worked, and then taking my definitions and using them to gauge the corps of cadets was very interesting and enjoyable. I was surprised and happy I handled putting together the data and transcribing it into SPSS, my fear was just being the scribe for the paper and not contributing much to the actual research gathering. I’m very thankful our survey managed to work as I noted in a blog post as well as for the long hours the team put in (and of course needed guidance from Col Sanborn). One thing I didn’t enjoy was the presentation, as it seemed mostly to be a distraction from the paper, which from my perspective is the core of the class. While I understand presenting findings is crucial to this line of research and reporting, it seemed really to take away and further confuse us as we handled the big paper, not to mention taking time away from sculpting it out.
The project as an assignment I felt was an excellent experience and extremely unique amongst other assignments i have had in my cadetship here. Building everything from the ground up, data and all, really made me personally appreciate all of the studies, graphs and research I have read for classes and put into perspective the difficulty of getting this research completed, published and criticized. Even reviewing our own project ourselves prior to submission we were coming up with faults, additional research, what could have been done better or adjusted to get a better outcome. The refinement process never seemed to end and frankly I feel could have easily kept going on and on with. Overall I am satisfied with our work as a whole where we did decide to draw the line.
All in all, I am glad the class is done and I am glad my group was as good as they were. While I am certainly not happy ever having to fight for a C, especially in a major IS class which I have never had to do. I certainly will not argue with 5)3 grade as I did struggle through much of the individual work and let my emotion and frustration get the better of me. In hindsight, I should have been more proactive in seeking help from Col Sanborn, as when I did go for help it cleared up any issue I ran into. Other then that, staying on top of my blogs from the getgo and pushing the group to do more earlier in the semester. I am happy I had the experience and know that I have a definite weakness in working with databases and the like, it’s something I will have to work to improve and be cognizant of.